So here we are, three weeks into the new semester, and already the shit from last semester has caught up with me. Is it academics, sports?...Nope neither one, it has something to do with a certain someone...someone with whom I've been friends with for quite a while, and for some reason or another she has decided to go from best friend to bitch in less than a week flat. Mind you, that happened twice last year, once in June, and the second time in October. When asking here why, her response was a flat, "Because this is the way it has to be." I don't know about the rest of you, but that's a bullshit answer. If you want to be adult about things, at least give a fucking reason...but does she have one, I don't know, might never know unless I go down there and kick her damn door in, giving her a reason to finally talk to me. Would that be stalking, I don't think so because it would probably only be one time, one time in which I could lay out all the false truths she's told me, and I can tell her exactly how I feel, and then let it be done with, no matter what the outcome. Is that so much to ask?...That all I want is a reason and some peace of mind?...Not to mention the fact that for a little while she had unblocked me from AIM, but now here I am, blocked once more...the reason, who the fuck knows?...I'm really sick of this shit. Why is it every girl that I have ever given my heart to has done nothing but fuck me over? Don't get me wrong, I'm not against relationships in the least, but let's just cut all of this bullshit and just be honest with each other from the start, then maybe there will be a strong, lasting connection, and not all of this that I'm going through...Just give me a fucking chance that's all that I ask...

Well, it's that time again kiddies, another update from yours truly...So the semester has begun anew, as well as the bullshit. I decided to rush a fraternity, and let me tell you, I've been going through things like crazy in my head since the first minute that I stepped back onto campus. I've tried to think of the reasons I've been doing things, and why I've chosen the route of my life that I'm taking right now...and they've all lead to one conclusion: Life is one big ride, hold on and enjoy it, and look forward to all the crazy twists and turns that it takes, because no matter how bad it might get, you'll always come out on top. That's all for now, look for more soon...

Ho, ho, ho, merry new year, a jolly kwanzaa, and whatever the hell else made up holidays they have at this time of year. I thought I would share with you all some of the merriment of the last few days. Well...to be honest there really hasn't been any merriment. I'm another year older, another Christmas and year has passed us by, and I'm still surviving, so there really isn't anything to complain about. Strange isn't it? Not having me complain about anything, well give me some time, I'm sure I can come up with something...
Just saw on the news tonight that NASA landed it's new rover on the surface of Mars, and everything went as planned...take that ESA!!! HAHA American superiority at its finest. Although you have to admit, the fact that out of all the shit the world has sent hurtling towards Mars, only about 20% has actually made it there. The rest has either crashed or simply disappeared, never to be heard from again, kind of makes you wonder what's really out there...Maybe it's the Taliban, or terrorists, at least that's what Homeland Security would want you to think. Do us all a favor if you're reading this, pick up an international newspaper, read the stories, see what actually goes on in the world. Can't trust the US press because they only write stories to sell newspapers, seeing as how capitalism is the driving force in our economy. Not necessarily a bad thing, but can be when it gets out of hand, as we're seeing many examples of lately. I refuse to watch the news on TV anymore, because if I did, they'd have me cowering in a bomb shelter with a gun and a statue of Jesus waiting for the end of the earth, rather than living my life normally, realizing that things aren't as bad as the news stations would like you to believe. Well enough of my rant...I could go on for hours.
School starts up again in a little over a week, and I get to retake two classes, yay for me, I'm an idiot. Oh well, look at it this way, at least I won't have to pay that much for books this semester. Now, my only birthday wish is for the administration at Purdue to play a nice game of hide and go fuck yourself.