So here we are, three weeks into the new semester, and already the shit from last semester has caught up with me. Is it academics, sports?...Nope neither one, it has something to do with a certain someone...someone with whom I've been friends with for quite a while, and for some reason or another she has decided to go from best friend to bitch in less than a week flat. Mind you, that happened twice last year, once in June, and the second time in October. When asking here why, her response was a flat, "Because this is the way it has to be." I don't know about the rest of you, but that's a bullshit answer. If you want to be adult about things, at least give a fucking reason...but does she have one, I don't know, might never know unless I go down there and kick her damn door in, giving her a reason to finally talk to me. Would that be stalking, I don't think so because it would probably only be one time, one time in which I could lay out all the false truths she's told me, and I can tell her exactly how I feel, and then let it be done with, no matter what the outcome. Is that so much to ask?...That all I want is a reason and some peace of mind?...Not to mention the fact that for a little while she had unblocked me from AIM, but now here I am, blocked once more...the reason, who the fuck knows?...I'm really sick of this shit. Why is it every girl that I have ever given my heart to has done nothing but fuck me over? Don't get me wrong, I'm not against relationships in the least, but let's just cut all of this bullshit and just be honest with each other from the start, then maybe there will be a strong, lasting connection, and not all of this that I'm going through...Just give me a fucking chance that's all that I ask...