Wow, so it's been a while since I last updated my blog, eat me. A lot of shit has happened in that time, passing and failing classes, and a lot of alcohol...So while I know a lot has happened, I've also forgotten a lot of it. I'm glad that I drink like this now, because when I get out of college, if I'm still drinking like I am, I'll probably be considered an alcoholic. So at the current moment I'm trying to find a job, and an apartment, because there's no way in hell that I'm staying at home and working this summer, I don't feel like having a nervous breakdown during the best part of the year. Also, I hope that somehow I can get my hands on a car soon, because if so, I'm taking a huge ass road trip and seeing all those people that I've been wanting to see and haven't been able to. Only one person I know for sure that reads this is definitely one of those I would like to see. As far as everything else is concerned, I'm just trying to maintain my sanity while everything that I have right now is crumbling around me...

So I stand on a precipice, and wonder where this semester is going to take me...Will I get through alive, or will I utterly fail and spend another semester at home? I'm hoping the former rather than the latter, but it doesn't seem to harsh right now. I know one of my classes is kicking my ass, and that's because the homework is a bitch to do, therefore not much of it has been turned in. So my grade in that class sucks some major ass right now. As for the rest of my classes, well we'll see how those go, but no promises. I just hope that I do well enough to get out from underneath this damn car wreck that I've placed myself in. I want to be here next year, I want to graduate, I want to get out alive...