So, I've always been told that when you've been knocked off the horse, the hardest part is getting back on. How about this though, why just not knock the horse down and bring him to your level? You might be asking yourself, wow, you're really cynical today, more than usual. Yes, yes I am, you'd be cynical to if you saw that your love life was nothing but a bunch of failures and screw ups. I told myself two years ago after my last relationship ended that it would be a cold day in hell before I started to like another girl, well the devil was throwing snowballs about a week ago, and now he's basking in heat again, because surprise surprise, I've been fucked over by life once again. I know, I should get used to it by now, but I don't want to, I want to think that things will get better, and that I'll be able to look up into the sun and feel happy, but it has yet to happen...Maybe I'm cursed like my sister, she always seems to attract the neurotic assholes, and I guess I attract the bitches that don't want to have anything to do with me, maybe it's because I'm too nice. Maybe if I treat a girl like shit, she'll want to hang around longer...Ladies if you're reading this, help me out here, because I could really use the advice, hell even a date will do. I'm sick of dating, sick of relationships, and sick of all the bullshit. Fuck you all very much, I'm going to bed.