Monday, July 12, 2004

Alright campers, time for another update, this one will be about pretty much the same as last time, so hold on to your butts! Yeah well, fuck you too if you thought my life was going to change radically between the last post and now. I still have no job, two girls are now not talking to me for whatever reasons I don't fucking know. I swear, it's like a curse...I get to know a girl, get to like her, we become friends, and then she cuts me off. Almost makes me wonder if I'm sworn to only have guy friends for the rest of my life...As far as other things in life are concerned, I'm registered for classes in the fall, but I may or may not be able to take those classes depending on how my financial situation unfolds. We're still having trouble with the lawyer, she's a dumbass, and keeps telling us, "the settlement is going to come through, just give it time". Fuck that, we have a weekly meeting her so she can earn her damn money. If it was up to me, the only payment I'd give her is a taste of my foot...in her ass! Stupid bitch has been dragging her feet for two years, we need that fucking money, I don't think I can make it anymore clear than that. Not to mention the fact that all this stress is about ready to give me a damn ulcer. If a certain female happens upon this, talk to me dammit, let me know what's going on no matter what, please. Well...that's my rant for the time being, see you all again when I'm more pissed off...

Thursday, July 01, 2004

So, it's now July, and a job is nowhere in sight. I've applied at over 40 different companies, including the college campus here in town, and none have even given me an interview, despite continued callbacks and walk-ins. I guess it's harder for a college student to get a job than it used to be, at least in this shithole of an area. So far I'm signed up for classes this fall, but depending on how a current lawsuit continues, I may or may not be able to actually take those classes. The vehicle situation is still on the rocks, and my life is still in the shitter, don't you just love the summer? Went to Chicago today with my sister, and found out that her aorta (which is narrower than normal from birth) has even gotten more narrow, and she might need a stint put in, not really a big deal, but it is because anything dealing with the heart is a big deal. So the hits just keep on coming. Not to mention the fact that a certain someone has stopped talking to me, or rather, just doesn't want to talk for who knows what reason, and the same old issue of another someone is pretty much the same as it has been for a year now. But fuck her, I could really give a shit. The only reason why I've been trying to stay in touch is that she owes me 300 bucks for a plane ticket which I didn't get to use last year because she stiffed me on that weekend, and decided to fuck me over and not be in town. Thanks a lot bitch. I swear, more now than ever, I wish I could just run away from all of this and not have to deal with it, and life would just fix itself, but unfortunately it doesn't work that way. I have to ice skate uphill and deal with all of this, fun shit let me tell you...I'm sick of this bullshit...