Well, if anyone actually reads this, and I hope some do, life sucks. And just not in the way that you go to a movie, spend eight bucks, and see the shittiest movie in the world kind of suck. I'm talking about the meeting the best girl in the world, then having her sleep with your brother, best friend, and every single one of your acquaintances at the same time, then kicking you in the balls after it's all over with kind of suck. It's now official, other than my mom and sister, every single other female in my life has stopped talking to me. What's the reason you ask? I don't have a fucking clue. One went nuts on me, so I've pretty much just rubbed her out of existence as far as I'm concerned. One, well, I don't know what the fuck is going on. The last time we spoke, several months ago, we parted on good terms, and since then, all my attempts to contact her have gotten me nowhere. The only thing that I've gotten from her is a quick, and rather cryptic, email asking me "Have you gotten an IM's from me in the last couple months?" What the fuck is that supposed to mean? If I've been sending you emails and IM's out the ass about getting in touch with me, than no shit! I haven't gotten anything from you. Probably because you have me blocked on IM, and for some reason don't have enough respect for me, don't think of me as a friend anymore, etc. whatever the reason might be, that you won't even take the two minutes out of your busy day to drop me a line and help me understand what's going. I don't think that's so much to ask, do you? As far as the other females are concerned, I don't know...It seems like I must be such a repulsive person that it's now the new fad to stop talking to me without a viable reason. Let me tell you, boy does that do real good things for the self esteem. Well, in the words of my forefathers, fuck the fucking fuckers. Unless they actually sack up and give me a reason, and actually be decent human beings/friends as they say they are, then I have no use for that...This has been the worst summer of my life, thank you very much to any of you that read this and know who you are...