So here I sit, halfway through another month, and not even sure if I'm one more step to completing my goal of getting my ass out of northwest Indiana yet...Although I do try to think positive and tell myself that's it's not a matter of if, it's more a matter of when, but that's a whole 'nother story all-together. Right now I'm taking classes, and working at Best Buy. Not a bad job, the pay is very decent, I just know for sure that retail is not something that I'll ever want to do again at all in my lifetime. Funny I say that now, seeing as how the Christmas shopping season has yet to descend upon us. Oh well, maybe I'll just take a gun to work and start shooting customers that piss me off, maybe then it will teach people to show a little more cheer during the holidays. On the home front, I'm still winning the hearts and minds of all the females in my life, and by winning I mean they stop talking to me, for whatever fucking reason they have...I'm really tired of bitchy women, and how it seems like it's OK for them to be stupid, and act like asses, but when a guy does it, it's not right. Well let me tell you something ladies, first off, if we did something tell us, we don't have this all-knowing intellect that lets us know what happened, so don't be surprised if that shit happens again. Secondly, if you choose to argue with someone, do it when they're around, and not on their away message, or on their voicemail, that's just really ignorant. Thirdly, don't come to visit your ex boyfriend, get drunk, start trying to make out with him, and then get pissed off the next day because you lost your inhibitions, that shit does not fly with me. Fourthly, if you tell someone you're going to do something, fucking do it, don't sit with your thumb up your ass and wait for the guy to make the first move, because he won't, and that's just because you said you would do it. I know, seems like us guys are really idiots, but it's the girls that have their heads up their asses in this case. Now I could use all this as a general blanket statement, but I'm not that type of person, I like to take each story as they come, these are just little tidbits out of the shitstorm that is my life. But here's the really sad part, I'm not going to give up, because I like women too much, plus that and I'm not really down with drilling guys in the ass. I like tits, ass, and pussy too much to be gay. Maybe I'll be lucky and meet a hot girl that's a mute, then I won't have to deal with her talking all the time and fucking things up. But then again, with my luck, I'll get a hot chick that's dumb as a brick, and a bitch to boot. C'est la vie, c'est la fucking vie...

Well, the first week of classes is now over, and what do I think of this pissant little regional campus that I'm doomed to take classes at? Well other than the fact that it has subpar facilities, small tiny ass classrooms, and piece of shit computers, it's only redeeming factor is that there is a hell of a lot of females that attend school here. And fortunately for me, most of them are in my classes. I take four classes a day, and in three of them I am the only male, talk about a great ratio as compared to Purdue, where we were lucky to have one girl in any of our classes. So at least the scenery is worthwhile, and that's about it. I hate driving a half hour just to get to classes, then sitting through four hour and fifteen minute classes, with only a fifteen minute break between all of them. But, if this is what I have to do to my shit back on track, then so be it. I'll suck it up and do it, because I really don't have any other choices. Also, I have an interview tomorrow at Best Buy, so hopefully something will pan out with that, and I will be making some bank, versus being a broke ass mother fucker like I have been all summer. The only thing I really have to say is that Republicans and Democrats can both kiss my ass, all I care is that the Bush administration not be allowed another term in the White House. If it happens, I'm fucking moving to some little tropical island and never coming back.