So I've been trying to keep this blog pretty current, as you can tell, and so far I have yet to catch any more flak, especially after that last post. That really helps, because nothing is more annoying than a lot of questions when it gets close to finals and the only thing on your mind is just making it to Christmas break alive. Or should I say Holiday break? Merry ChristmasHannaKwanzaaka?...This shit about holiday trees, making Christmas more secular, liberals being pissed about prayer in Congress and the Supreme Court, it's enough to make the founding fathers roll over in their graves...Hell, I wish they'd come back from the dead and kick some ass to get this country back on track. Nothing pisses me off more when stupid people get together in groups, call themselves a political party, and then proceed to tell the rest of us how to live out our lives, as if they have all the answers themselves. For instance, here in the WL, the city council wants to pass a smoking ban for all public buildings and businesses. This means that the bars here on campus would become no smoking. Their reasoning behind this is that smoking is bad for us, hence there needs to be government involvement in our everyday lives to dictate what's good and what's bad for us. Now, I am a smoker, but I have no problem with taking it somewhere else if someone has a problem with it. This is America for fuck's sake, have a damn opinion, stick to it, and if you piss someone off, then good! You're using the first amendment to it's full capacity. The council also says that "research" has shown that no smoking facilities actually have better business. We all know this is a bullshit statistic. If this was true, don't you think businesses would have been doing this a long time ago? All of this just goes to prove a point; individuals are intelligent, but people are stupid. C'mon people, it's time to throw some chlorine in the gene pool so dumb doesn't become the standard.

You know...I debating long and hard whether or not to release this bog to the masses, and eventually I did. Now I have people leaving me messages, and generally being pissed off because of the things I've said, and also how some have even thought I was talking about them when it was someone completely different. Now I have no problem at all with people wanting to know if it was them, but making the assumption, and then leaving shitty messages doesn't really make my day. I do have a life outside of certain people, so please, don't assume that I'm talking about you...it might just be someone else you didn't know about, that stuff does happen you know...
As far as making things up, there is some exageration here and there, but what good stories don't? They never tell you in the history books that Lincoln was a raging alcoholic, and he freed the slaves (or did he?) They don't tell you that Eleanor Roosevelt was a big bull dyke, or that D-Day could've been a complete failure had someone simply woken up Hitler to tell him the news. The fact is, don't take offense to what I say, and my ego isn't big enough to be boosted by what I say here. The whole point of this is just to rant, rave, and generally get my mind off the shit that's going on, and get random thoughts out of my head so I can focus on more important things. Now the big question is, do I respond personally to those that have contacted me?...I might, but I'll just have them read this and make their own conclusions. Besides, I would like to hope that those that read this know me better, and if they don't, well I'm sorry, but communication does work two ways, if I don't get in touch with you for a while, would it really kill you to get in touch with me? And if you don't, then don't be offended if I change on you, because my life still keeps on running, even if you haven't seen or heard from me in a while. This is not an apology, this is simply an explanation, and if you really have your doubts, or are really pissed off...fucking pick up the damn phone and call!

So I took a final today that I had no fucking clue had been changed...talk about a kick in the balls. Found out I was late on an assignment, but early with another one...and people wonder why I stress out often; it's because I have to deal with all the dumbasses that this school pays. Today they(the school paper) published the salaries of all those employed by the university. Found out that a few of my profs all make over $100K, and they only teach 3 days a week! FUCK!!! I want that job. It's officially the seventh circle of hell outside right now...snow on the ground...dark by 4, and cold as balls, hello six months of shit.
So what else is new? I have a night of binge drinking, er...Christmas party, on Sunday, all I need is a date, which isn't really a problem because who wouldn't say yes to, "Hey, you want to go to a party with all the free booze you can drink?" I also took some time today to look over the posts that I've made in the last couple years. Granted there aren't that many, but damn, I never realized I was that bad with alcohol in the past, not like it's gotten much better, but hey, I'm older. I woke up the other morning and my liver was standing on the pillow with a cigarette and divorce papers, that should tell you something. Oh well...I'll try to update this more often, but fuck you if I don't and you're actually an avid reader.

So it's been quite some time since I have updated this blog...I've had shit to do, and a life to uphold dammit...so piss off wankers! Anyways, I last left you with kind of a downer in my life, but let me tell you, things are a lot better now. I gave the finger to engineering and merged onto the easy road of life by getting into political science. Scary as fuck to think that one day I might be getting into politics, or hell...even going to law school. I'm already on the bus to hell, might as well speed up the process and become a lawyer huh? My mind is still up in the air as to whether or not I might sign my life up once again and crawl back into the womb of Mother Blue (the Air Force to all of you ignorant fucks out there)...but I do have options with that, as well as others within the intelligence community. Can't really say too much, otherwise I'd have to kill anyone that read this. Granted that would give me great pleasure, but I don't have that kind of time.
So what else...been through a couple more shitty relationships...surprise fuckin surprise...The sad thing is that one of them actually had a lot of promise, but she had a habit of making out with every dick in the bar when she drank, and I'm not that much of a pussy to let shit like that fly, so I had to kick her ass to the curb. Ran into an old ex the other weekend...how fun was that...not! Wasn't expecting that to happen, but then boom! there she was in front of me at the bar. I wasn't even at my own school, I was two hours away, and the crazy thing is that she lives at least 8 hours from where I was at...So it took my all not to break a bottle on her face after a stupid comment she made, so I pissed her off by leaving and going to another bar without saying as much as, "bye" to her...I just fucking love being a prick, I guess you might say I get off on it. Anyways, I know I don't have that much to rant about as usual, but it's the end of the fucking semester, get off my bean bag and get a life.

So it looks like I'll try to keep this blog updated at least once a month. You might ask, why so long between updates? Well fuck you, have you ever had a full load of classes, plus a full time job at a bar? I'm a fucking vampire, the sun comes up and I go home. When the sun goes down, I go to work. It's just hard enough getting used to being up in the middle of the day to go to class, much less have the energy to do both, but right now it's what I gotta do, so there's really nothing else at the moment. I must say though, working at a bar does have its advantages. I've gotten a lot more ass than ever, and there's really no committment, not like I would even commit to a relationship at this point and time. I've been through so much shit, I'd rather just date and have fun right now than try to have some kind of serious relationship. As my dad told me, "You already have enough irons in the fire, to through another one in would be the dumbest fucking thing you could do." Gotta love my dad.
On the other hand, I went and changed my major, I'm now doing Political Science/Pre-law, so we'll see where that gets me. I just couldn't take engineering anymore. Granted it's good work when you get out of school, but you have to get out of school to get there, and at the rate I was going, it wasn't going to happen. I think that this is a really good change for me, and that I'm going to be a lot happier, of course I'll always be cynical, but that's just par for this fucking course. Lates.

Guess it's time for another fucking update...Well let's see, when I last left you guys I said I might have depression, well I do, at least I'm starting to feel better off for it, got some great meds that fuck with your skull... I'm now a bouncer at one of the bars on campus, so I basically have no fucking weekends anymore, I'm like a damn vampire. Can't complain though, the job has gotten me more ass than I've ever had working at any other job, even at Best Buy, where I worked in operations, a mostly female department.
I didn't have to worry about finals this semester because I got a nifty medical withdrawal, so I'm changing my major, and my entire outlook on life, at least the academic portion of it, everything else seems to be OK. Now all I really have to do this summer is work at the bar, take a couple classes, and drink my ass off. Hats off to you Purdue.

So I think I might have depression, interspersed with a little bit of anger and anxiety...haha that just figures. But you know what, that just might be my ticket to stay in school, and even change my major. I know what you must be thinking, good lord, more time in school? Yeah, I don't like the idea anymore than you do, but you know what, if it means me getting my degree and getting a good job and making something out of myself, then damnit that's what it's going to take.
Sorry I don't really have a lot to bitch about, but shit's been busy...I just wish that there were more easy girls here on campus, mainly because sex is about the only thing that balances me out anymore. I get laid, blow my load, and I'm set for the week. It's just been a couple weeks since the last time, and now it's really starting to annoy me. Damn girls breaking into my workout regimen...Oh well, let's just see how the rest of the semester plays out, and whether or not I finish next year...

Yep, so it's been a while since I last updated, but you all can just eat me, I've been fucking busy. Anyways, I'm back at Purdue, still wondering if that was a good idea or not...who the fuck cares anyway...I have my own apartment, and hell, I have a girl that's always wanting to come over and spend the night, but not have sex. However, seeing as how I just finished a big fucking test, I'm going to get shit faced this afternoon, and so is she. Then we'll see how things go.
On the other front, from previous posts, I have yet to hear from the females that stopped talking to me, but it really doesn't matter to me anymore. May they get knocked up, divorced and/or break up with current beau, and have a shitty life down the road. I know, you're thinking, "Wow, this kid has issues." You may be right, but then again, if you fuck me over, and don't even try to make amends for it, then fuck you, I could give a shit, may your car be hit by a speeding train the next time you cross the tracks for all I care. Yes I am a prick to a certain extent, but if you would actually take the time to get to know me, you might like me like the other people in my life do.
So what have I been doing since this semester started? Well right now...the memory is a little hazy. I know that at the beginning I was out every night, and I've cut that down to maybe 3 or 4 nights a week, and hell this week was only once, but then again, if I have a big test coming up, I'm not so stupid as to screw things up so that I shortchange myself and get booted from this fine establishment once more. I tell you though, if what I hope happens tonight happens, I will be in such a better mood, because that means I can get it more often, and that makes me a very happy man. Smell.