Thursday, December 15, 2005

So I've been trying to keep this blog pretty current, as you can tell, and so far I have yet to catch any more flak, especially after that last post. That really helps, because nothing is more annoying than a lot of questions when it gets close to finals and the only thing on your mind is just making it to Christmas break alive. Or should I say Holiday break? Merry ChristmasHannaKwanzaaka?...This shit about holiday trees, making Christmas more secular, liberals being pissed about prayer in Congress and the Supreme Court, it's enough to make the founding fathers roll over in their graves...Hell, I wish they'd come back from the dead and kick some ass to get this country back on track. Nothing pisses me off more when stupid people get together in groups, call themselves a political party, and then proceed to tell the rest of us how to live out our lives, as if they have all the answers themselves. For instance, here in the WL, the city council wants to pass a smoking ban for all public buildings and businesses. This means that the bars here on campus would become no smoking. Their reasoning behind this is that smoking is bad for us, hence there needs to be government involvement in our everyday lives to dictate what's good and what's bad for us. Now, I am a smoker, but I have no problem with taking it somewhere else if someone has a problem with it. This is America for fuck's sake, have a damn opinion, stick to it, and if you piss someone off, then good! You're using the first amendment to it's full capacity. The council also says that "research" has shown that no smoking facilities actually have better business. We all know this is a bullshit statistic. If this was true, don't you think businesses would have been doing this a long time ago? All of this just goes to prove a point; individuals are intelligent, but people are stupid. C'mon people, it's time to throw some chlorine in the gene pool so dumb doesn't become the standard.

Sunday, December 04, 2005

You know...I debating long and hard whether or not to release this bog to the masses, and eventually I did. Now I have people leaving me messages, and generally being pissed off because of the things I've said, and also how some have even thought I was talking about them when it was someone completely different. Now I have no problem at all with people wanting to know if it was them, but making the assumption, and then leaving shitty messages doesn't really make my day. I do have a life outside of certain people, so please, don't assume that I'm talking about you...it might just be someone else you didn't know about, that stuff does happen you know...
As far as making things up, there is some exageration here and there, but what good stories don't? They never tell you in the history books that Lincoln was a raging alcoholic, and he freed the slaves (or did he?) They don't tell you that Eleanor Roosevelt was a big bull dyke, or that D-Day could've been a complete failure had someone simply woken up Hitler to tell him the news. The fact is, don't take offense to what I say, and my ego isn't big enough to be boosted by what I say here. The whole point of this is just to rant, rave, and generally get my mind off the shit that's going on, and get random thoughts out of my head so I can focus on more important things. Now the big question is, do I respond personally to those that have contacted me?...I might, but I'll just have them read this and make their own conclusions. Besides, I would like to hope that those that read this know me better, and if they don't, well I'm sorry, but communication does work two ways, if I don't get in touch with you for a while, would it really kill you to get in touch with me? And if you don't, then don't be offended if I change on you, because my life still keeps on running, even if you haven't seen or heard from me in a while. This is not an apology, this is simply an explanation, and if you really have your doubts, or are really pissed off...fucking pick up the damn phone and call!

Thursday, December 01, 2005

So I took a final today that I had no fucking clue had been changed...talk about a kick in the balls. Found out I was late on an assignment, but early with another one...and people wonder why I stress out often; it's because I have to deal with all the dumbasses that this school pays. Today they(the school paper) published the salaries of all those employed by the university. Found out that a few of my profs all make over $100K, and they only teach 3 days a week! FUCK!!! I want that job. It's officially the seventh circle of hell outside right now...snow on the ground...dark by 4, and cold as balls, hello six months of shit.
So what else is new? I have a night of binge drinking, er...Christmas party, on Sunday, all I need is a date, which isn't really a problem because who wouldn't say yes to, "Hey, you want to go to a party with all the free booze you can drink?" I also took some time today to look over the posts that I've made in the last couple years. Granted there aren't that many, but damn, I never realized I was that bad with alcohol in the past, not like it's gotten much better, but hey, I'm older. I woke up the other morning and my liver was standing on the pillow with a cigarette and divorce papers, that should tell you something. Oh well...I'll try to update this more often, but fuck you if I don't and you're actually an avid reader.
So it's been quite some time since I have updated this blog...I've had shit to do, and a life to uphold dammit...so piss off wankers! Anyways, I last left you with kind of a downer in my life, but let me tell you, things are a lot better now. I gave the finger to engineering and merged onto the easy road of life by getting into political science. Scary as fuck to think that one day I might be getting into politics, or hell...even going to law school. I'm already on the bus to hell, might as well speed up the process and become a lawyer huh? My mind is still up in the air as to whether or not I might sign my life up once again and crawl back into the womb of Mother Blue (the Air Force to all of you ignorant fucks out there)...but I do have options with that, as well as others within the intelligence community. Can't really say too much, otherwise I'd have to kill anyone that read this. Granted that would give me great pleasure, but I don't have that kind of time.
So what else...been through a couple more shitty relationships...surprise fuckin surprise...The sad thing is that one of them actually had a lot of promise, but she had a habit of making out with every dick in the bar when she drank, and I'm not that much of a pussy to let shit like that fly, so I had to kick her ass to the curb. Ran into an old ex the other weekend...how fun was that...not! Wasn't expecting that to happen, but then boom! there she was in front of me at the bar. I wasn't even at my own school, I was two hours away, and the crazy thing is that she lives at least 8 hours from where I was at...So it took my all not to break a bottle on her face after a stupid comment she made, so I pissed her off by leaving and going to another bar without saying as much as, "bye" to her...I just fucking love being a prick, I guess you might say I get off on it. Anyways, I know I don't have that much to rant about as usual, but it's the end of the fucking semester, get off my bean bag and get a life.