Monday, February 06, 2006

So what do I have to say today? Not too much really. I was hoping this weekend would've gone better than it did, but you can't get everything you want. However I did help a friend out and supported him in his time of need, so I'm glad I was able to do that. It's a long story, and I don't really think that anyone else needs to know about it, so you can fuck off. Anyways, there were some big plans for this weekend. Was going to meet up with some old friends that came into town, but that didn't happen, and was going to have a great Saturday night, but I got sick, so that came to a screeching halt. And then Pittsburgh won, but it's good that I didn't give a shit about the Super Bowl because neither the Colts or the Bears were in it, so that doesn't bother me. What bothers me and keeps me up at night is the fact that my life in college is quickly coming to an end, and I need to get out into the real world; and that simple fact is terrifying. I won't lie, I'm not ready for it, but at the same time I'm ready to be done with college and get my career in gear, I just don't know where to go. I have so many ideas, so many such that I don't know where to go, I feel like I'm just spinning my wheels...Either way I have to figure something out otherwise I'm gonna be another college grad living in his parent's house with a mediocre job going nowhere. That's not gonna be me, come hell or high water I'm getting out of this bumbfuck state and getting a career, hopefully one that is rewarding. But we'll see, I still need to think about that kind of stuff. This is going to be a short post because today has been draining, and I have class in less than 7 hours, peace...

1 comment:

Anonymous said...

Oh Blake! It sounds like you were maybe supposed to meet up with the same friends that I was supposed to meet up with...however, i couldn't make it to Purdue because I am watching my parents dog while they are out of town. But you should come down and visit me sometime... I've moved out of my parents house and into an apartment on my own in Fishers... WONDERFUL! Give me a call sometime! I miss seeing ya