So, here's another attempt to try and keep up with things in this blog, not that it's anything popular and has a lot of readers, but we'll see what happens. I've had this blog since the fall of 2003 and so many different things have happened since that time. I've seen three relationships come and go, changed majors, seen friends come and go, and yet I'm still here. I hope one day I understand the reason why I've gone through as much as I have in this short time. A man of my age should not have had to live as much as I have in these past years. But I guess it's all "character building" or some shit like that. If this is character building, I want to have none of it. But then again, some of it was worthwhile. Which parts I'm not exactly sure yet, but some of it was fun. I'm just ready to get this part of my life over with.
I know, I've talked about how much I've enjoyed my time here at Purdue, and I have, but it's time to move on. I can't keep spinning my wheels and getting nowhere. It's time to get my life on track and make a difference, however large or small it may be.
One day I would eventually like to start a family, but I don't see it starting anytime soon. That's really only because I'm so damn picky about who I date that it's going to take an extraordinary girl to finally tie me down. I've made my mistakes in the past, but I've also had relationships with some really good girls, but something always happened and it wasn't meant to be. I figure that's the way it was supposed to be. If it didn't work out, then it was fate. But those were good things, because it allowed me to see what I do want, and what I don't, in an eventual mate for myself. It's also allowed me to look at myself and see what my faults and weaknesses are and work on them. So all in all it wasn't wasted time, it just seemed like it until you take the time to step back and view it with an unbiased opinion.
Granted I know it sounds like I'm rambling, and I probably am, but fuck it, this is my blog and I can write whatever the hell I want. SO there asshole! Just kidding, but I just need to get some personal shit off my chest every now and then, and this is one of the best places to do it. Some people know me, and that I write on this, and others have no idea, so it's nice to have a certain measure of anonimity, allowing me to write and communicate my ideas, whether they're read or not. So I think on that note I'll end here, with a quote from Abraham Lincoln, the day after he woke up with a hangover and wrote the Emancipation Proclamation. "I freed who?!"