So here I sit, yet another year has gone by, and I keep wondering to myself when things will finally change for me. I don't know, but I really hope that something good is in the works. I have a resume in for a job in project management/field engineering, so that might turn something up, not to mention the fact that I've put my application in at quite a few law schools, so who knows? I guess I'd just have to say right now that my biggest fear and issue is the fact that I am so completely buried in debt that my job right now doesn't even cover the bills that I have. I mean, I'm 26, and how pathetic is it that my parents still have to give me money to support myself from month to month. I am really glad that they're willing to do that because I realize that there are not many parents out there that would help their children as much as mine have, but still, it makes me feel guilty inside using the money that they were saving up to buy a house, and now they have to use it so I can pay back my student loans. But at the same time, I really don't have a choice right now but to accept their help, because until something pans out soon, this is the position that I'm stuck in. More to follow later when I feel the urge to write more.